Saturday, February 28, 2009


MORE OF YOU, MORE OF YOU JESUS,
MORE OF YOU, I NEED MORE OF YOU

Lord protect her.. she needs you more then i do.. lord don't let this happen again
Thursday, February 26, 2009


hey guys!!! im still awake AGAIN. haha! honestly.. i can't wait for poly to start la.. im so super darn bored! woo! I'm currently talking to mervyn n john on skype and we'll just chilling n talking nonsense. Hahahaah! Actually i kinda appreciate these times.. we're just talking about getting jobs and how freakishly irritating it is that there's no jobs available..

ROFLROFLROFL!!!! MERVYN JUST SAID SMTH SUPER FUNNY TO JOHN! GUESS WAD?
Mervyn:" eh john, u wanna lose weight fast? i be your coach, 100 dollar a week, guaranteed success"

John:"no"

ROFL! THAT WAS SO SUDDEN! IM STILL LAUGHING NOW! HAHAAA! THAT MADE MY DAY.

oh man.. that was sooo... HIGHlarious.. Oh man.. now we're talking about facebook.. this is so gay LOL.

ALRIGHT! back to the jobs.. actually i think that if i really bothered, i could find one.. but i'm kinda picky n fussy.. soo... yeah yeah be a critic.. HAHA =D wow.. honestly i'm kinda wondering.. what's gonna happen in the future.. haha! I'm really lifting it all to God, but can't help but wonder what amazing plans He's gonna have for me.. woo! One another note.. have anyone considered the concept of "eternity"? Its like.. we'll be living.. forever. Totally disturbing, but kinda cool.. HAHA! sigh.. i'm sooo hungry.. argh.. and guess what? my mom bought me a frying pan specifically for frying eggs! HAHA! Its all coz i told her i wanted to learn how to break an egg... LOL! and.. I KNOW HOW TO DO IT NOW HAAHA!!!!! =/ alright.. im off to find food lol
Monday, February 23, 2009
awake at 4am...

helllooo!!!! hahahehehoho! im getting the post-IMNOTASLEEPYETBUTYOUAREHAHA high-ness syndrom. i cant believe it.. this has gotta be the first time my dad forgotten to off the internet! HAHA!!! =X oh well, im PLANNING to sleep after this post anyway.. =/ im currently facebooking and.. guess wad? no one's online facebook! hahhaha.. cooool... seems like everyone's sleeping but me o.o but then again.. there's always the random lizard that runs past the shiny marbled floor every now and then.. Hmmmm... im listening to my new blog song which debbie soo kindly helped to put up recently! haha.. it's called "here i go again".. and i find the lyrics sooo powerful!

Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time
I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?

Chorus:'Cause here I go again
Talkin 'bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him That You love Him
But here I go again, here I go again

Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life

This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
You love him, You love him

What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard

The lyrics mirrors the common problem of christians trying their best to reach out to their friends.. honestly, this song is so powerful because it speaks truth more then anything else. My fave line? "As i dance along the truth, time is not his friend, this might be my last chance to tell him that You love him." It really shows firstly, desperation from the chrisitan, where he knows that time is running out with every second that ticks by, and that life is uncertain and flimsy, gone like vapour in the wind, and just like that his friend could be given over to a lost eternity. But it also indicates the sign of fear of how his friend will react to christ. The line "as i dance around the truth" really shows the heart of the problem in which most christians find themselves stuck in. Not knowing how their friend will take this relationship with Christ, christians slowly explain detail by detail about what this relationship is about, yet not unveiling the whole truth.. Honestly i understand that pain too. Its just so frustrating to feel the need to share to your friend, but also fear the outcome of what might happen. Beautiful song..

WOW i have no idea why i talked about the song for so long.. but seriously it rocks! haha! well... alright then imma go sleep now, its kinda late... /= JC students are prolly waking up in what.. 1 1/2 hours time? ALL THE BEST TO YOUR SCHL TERM!!!!!! haha! and ALL THE BEST TO ALL BBSS STUDENTS WHO'RE TAKING THEIR COMMON TEST TMR =D BYEE!
Sunday, February 22, 2009


woohoo! i had the best workout of my hols today! played ball for like.. 2 1/2 hours straight! woo!!!!! and something to remember it by? An awesome leg cramp which aftermath stilll affects me now. That was one of the most horrendous experience of cramps ever. My whole leg stiffed up and i couldn't move at all haha!!!! so cool la. -.- WELLL.... had lots of fun with the rest of the ppl that went! Its been awhile since i excercised this much! soo.. thanks for getting me out of my house HAHA! alright i'll put up another post later. imma go dota now. bye folks
Saturday, February 21, 2009


i'm having a pretty awesome headache right now as i'm typing this post haha! Well.. firstly, thanks derek for talking some crap to me, at least it got me to think abt it. I never really felt prepared to take that responsibility, but i know with friends like the zealot leadership and my cg and most importantly, God, i'll be able to pull through. Its just like what the sermon today said, "its easy to trust God when your situation is all fine and dandy, but the moment everything starts crumbling, what happens to your trust? pow! just like that God speaks. haha! well.. i aint the sharpest tool in the shed, but if the will of God is for me to be where i am now, then what the heck! i'm going full force for it! One thing's for sure.. i've to stop letting certain things and certain people affect me.

Father in this storm i praise
your glory and your grace.
capture my heart and soul
remove my own selfish control..
Do u know how hard it is when u do this to me?

Gotta go back to the source of my strength!
Friday, February 20, 2009
TODAY IS OFFICIALY SIAN-DAY! YAY

hi everybody. haha. irvin is in a very sianzxzxz mood now. the worst thing? i don't really know why LOL. Its just that there's soooo many things i have to do but.... i can't seem to put my mind to do anything. is that even.. logical? haha! actually im getting kinda tired spiritually. so those of u all come by, do pray for me! haha. It's getting more and more strenous to lead o.o problems just keep piling in and i know that i've to rely on God, and i shouldn't even be complaining, but like the bible says, "the spirit is willing but the body is weak". I'm willing to lay all i have down for my cellgroup, for them to grow closer to God, but my body and my thinking isn't ready yet. Its annoying me. Ahhhh.. when will i ever readily admit that the Lord does what is truly best for me? Whatever that's happening now doesn't even seem GOOD for me at all, but i guess i'll just have to trust and believe in Him that He'll provide then ^^

I NEED STRENGTHHHHHHH
Wednesday, February 18, 2009


YOYO WASSUP!!! i'm just about to sleep and i'm really really tired.. john was supposed to call me for dota but... sigh, dun wanna talk about it.. DISAPPOINTED IN YA BRO! LOL. ehhhh.. i'll be going down to bbss to settle some misunderstandings.. hope it doesnt escalate into a huge hoo-haa lol! the stupid admission letter from ngeeann poly has arrived, and i'm really too tired/ can't be bothered to look through all the dumb forms. actually i have no idea how to fill them up HAHA! Dunno what the hoot it means when they ask me for my student ID coz they alrd asked for NIRC o.o anyone can help me out? haha! and man! the fees are killer! no wonder dad din want me to go poly HAHA! rest assured dad! i'll work! (yeah right..) =X alright imma go sleep now.. all sweaty and stinkay... =/
Tuesday, February 17, 2009


Hi guys... apparently i din go prayer meeting today.. shucks. Oh well.. at least i managed to keep myself busy with admin work haha! hmm, anyway, check out this link if u happen to be here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tntx2SkEDI&feature=related its really good haha! And u know what? i think the girl's a christian coz of this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ymxE3Ahqeg&feature=related . COOL! i'm sooo full now after dinner! This has gotta be on of the earliest dinner ever! Finished by like.. 7! haha! mom whipped an awesome meal.. i really respect her.. her culinary skills are.. awesome! way to go mom! she actually cooks up a wicked batch of shark's fin soup! simply scrumptious! cheers to mom! well... im off to finish up my work! cyazx!
Monday, February 16, 2009


hihihi! just a short post b4 i go out! gonna meet zealot 5 disciplers thn go over to prayer house for boredddd games thn go to prayer meeting! (if my parents don't call back and call me to go home -.-) wellll.. i JUST WOKE UP! and i'm currently ABOUT to do masterlife now! WOO HOO!!!! anyway, MORNING ALL! :D
Sunday, February 15, 2009


hey guys! its 1.55 a.m on my clock over here haha.. just had a little tiff with my parents =X Sooo to mom and dad even if u do know i have a blog, listen i'm not a kid anymore, i do understand that you want me to have plenty have rest, but i don't see what's wrong with sleeping at 2a.m and waking up at 8a.m to do my own things! Its not like i stay at home to use the computer all the way till 2 in the morn everyday right? Whatever it is, i seriously don't want to argue with the both of you. So why is it when i talk to you guys nicely you both always have to give me that black face instantly? In any case, especially to dad, i dont really like the way you look at the whole polytechnic school system. Listen, the key reason for me going to poly ISN'T to have more time to go out or spend more time on the computer. I've been telling you time and again that it even begins to bore me, that i'm not confident of handling the stress in JC. you saw how i couldn't even discipline myself to sit down and study for the O's, and you want me to take A's? you urself told me that i had the freedom to decide.. doesn't look like it now does it? It's still u who gets to decide my life isn't it? when i make a choice for myself, and it goes along with you, then its ok! but when i make a choice for myself, BUT it goes against what you want, then u begin to directly oppose every single thing i do.

one more thing dad, i really dislike the way you put poly students down. ESP when u begin talking about my friends that i hang out with. Do u not understand that my friends are the most hardworking people i've ever met? Do u not pause and wonder why i'm still able to do average without SEEMING to study to u? Has it not occured to you that i may well be studying along with my friends? guess not. Every word you say about polytechnics is just bad bad and bad. I understand that its expensive for you, but i'm willing to work, i'm willing to do crazy things i don't wanna do (like sign on to rsaf) to help you pay off the money my education is gonna cost. Don't come telling me that its not about money coz i dont want you to pay so much either. I really wanna prove myself that i'm able to do well in poly, but with you saying negative things about the poly culture BEFORE it starts..? C'mon dad, that ain't cool. i can't believe u actually say things like "i knew it! the only reason u wanted to go poly was to skive and waste time at home." i mean honestly, that really irks me. Do i waste time at home? just because ur rarely at home to see me working doesn't mean i'm not right? How can i talk to you when all you ever talk to me about is my future? Can't we even talk about anything ELSE? Before the O's all u ever talked about was why u never saw me studying. now after O's all you ever talk about is how poly life is bad and will ruin me n blah blah blah. Listen, i've met tons of poly ppl who are so hardworking and honest in the way they live. Can you not see that poly-grads are no longer inferior to JC-grads? Yes they have a confirmed slot in universities, but i'm more confident of myself to study in poly, where i have a longer term of 3 years to do my course well! I'm well aware of what i'm doing thank you very much. I'm so sorry that i can't be who you want me to me, someone who will go to a JC and do well and go to university. I'll try my best to go to a uni, but how can i prove myself when the term has not even started and you've alrd said things like "its impossible to get to a uni, only the top 5% of courses get in", or things like "for your course, only NTU offers 50 slots for both poly students and JC students, so you'll most probably not get a chance."

To mom, honestly i'm sorry that i've to just ignore you and dad at times. I feel its best not to talk to you guys if all we ever talk about is arguing. I hope you understand what i do when i just walk out on a disuccsion that we're having. I just hope that you'll see things from my perspective and at least tell me where i'm wrong so i can change it. Its not cool to keep going tgt with dad and scolding me for..
1) going out
2) using the computer
3) not looking for a job.

When i go out, i don't spend money do i? i've been living on my $120 allowance a month for the past few months haven't I? When i use the computer, i don't exactly play all the time do i? its only at night where my friends are around so i play! do u see me hogging the computer in the morning or afternoon? i make sure i balance my diet don't i? lastly, do u think job's are that easy to find? Haven't you personally seen me making trips over to places to look for jobs? is it my fault that no one wants to hire me(although im obviously the best there is LOL). Job's don't fall from the sky the moment you want them. It takes time. Won't you let me think about my own life?
Friday, February 13, 2009


HEY'ALL!

Today was a much more fruitful day then the previous days of slacking and wasting my time away at home. Why? COZ I WENT OUT! HAHA! Woke at 11, met matt n ron at batok, took a train to raffles and went for some survey thingy. Not bad seh! earned 25 bucks! pretty cool huh? And all it took was 15 mins of talking to the interviewer hahaha! easyyyy moneyyyy.. =/ went to vivo after that to walk ard and slack, got this pretty nice looking jacket for $30 (there goes my hard-earned 25 dollars LOL). Now I'm wouldn't call myself an impulsive shopper, but the darn jacket was so overly and grossly discounted i couldn't help but buy it =X I think the original price was 80 or 90 dollars, which was cut to $29.70 Not bad huh? We wanted to catch a movie but i spoilt the day by saying i was tired and going home LOL! well.. sorry guys but i WAS tired.. =D another day maybe.

WENT BACK HOME TO PLAY DOTAAAAA lol.. and now i'm currently waiting for dinner. My sis and her friends are over baking stuff for their respective boyfriends.. so cool right? I wonder if my room will be big enough to store all the gifts from my uncountable secret admirers out there LOL!!!!! But im still wondering.. isn't the girl suppose to receive the gifts instead of giving them out? lol! oh well.. nice to see a change for once! haha!! okay i'm off to watch some tv now.. HAPPY EARLY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE
Tuesday, February 10, 2009


well. i din manage to catch any lizards. too sneaky. hahaha. alright im feeling a little drowsy now, shall take my leave and sleep. nights all

BOREDED AT 2.30 AM

hi ppl! its 2.30 am.. rofl.. im totally killing myself.................

WELL, y'guys know how i've always been clamouring for holidays.. now that i have an extended holiday, i so do not feel enthusiastic about it.. Its kinda ironic really, how we've always been complaining about the stress we get from o level's and how we look forward to the post-o level FREE days.. well, too much of freedom becomes a bane to my life. seriously i feel so.. lifeless, living the days as it passes. OH WELL! thank goodness i spent most of the time out today.. i mean yesterday on tuesday. I woke up at... i forgot, ate a cake and went out to church office for a productive day of volunteered work. Just so you know i was volunteered by someone (ahem) to help out in some administration things.. pretty relieved that i could at least leave my house for a reason though. Cut the long story short, i was out of church office by about 4pm, went to buddy to eat thn went over to stella's hse together with ken derek n ronald to slack. Cheers to stella's mom though! thanks for the dinner aunty! although i doubt you'll ever read this. Din really do much, slacked till 11.45 pm argued with ken to send me home, which he eventually did for a fare of 2 dollars. STINGY GUY! How about all the times i gave everyone so much fun in dota =X alright... i just saw lizards racing together past my tv, so not cool. I'm gonna see if i can catch one and drown it.
Sunday, February 8, 2009


Yo mama so fat she fell in love and broke it.
Yo mama so fat that she would have been in E.T., but when she rode the bike across the moon, she caused an eclipse.
Yo mama so fat when she got hit by a bus, she said, "Who threw that rock?"
Yo mama so stupid when you stand next to her you hear the ocean!
Yo mama so flat she's jealous of a piece of paper!
Yo mama so bald that she took a shower and got brain-washed.
Yo mama so dumb she failed a survey
Yo mama so dumb she sits on the TV and watches the couch
Yo mama so dumb she spent 2 hours looking at a orange juice carton because it said concentrate
Yo mama so ugly she uses a line of makeup "why bother"
Yo mama so stupid she sold her car to buy petrol money
Yo mama so fat she stepped on a weighing scale and it said "to be continued"
Yo mama so stupid she put lipstick on her forehead so she could make up her mind
Yo mama so stupid she got locked in a grocery store and starved
Yo mama so ugly they pushed her face down into the dough to make monster cookies
Yo mama so old when i told her to act her age she died
Yo mama so old that her birth certificate says "expired"
Yo mama so short you can see her feet on her driver's license
Yo mama so ugly the last time she heard a whistle was when she was hit by a train
when Yo mama was born the doctor slapped her parents
Yo mama so ugly they turned off the cameras when she walked in a bank

sry ppl, couldn't sleep, enjoy =)



HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I'm soo... drained from sentosa! Sadly i don't have any pictures with me, i'll for the rest to upload them on fb and steal them! haha! God really blessed us with good weather! It was perfect to get a tan haahaha (although i got burned pretty badly). BUT I HAD SO MUCH FUN HAHAHAHA.. right weishan? =P Sand treatment! haha alright i need to get some shut-eye, for the total of friday night and sat night, i've only slept 8 hrs -.- NIGHTS PPL (at 7.15)
Saturday, February 7, 2009


HEY HEY HEY!!!! its my own blog!!! ITS IRVINS BLOG!!! DA MAN'S BLOG!!!! AHAHAHA.. okok special thanks to debbie for helping me.. CLAPS CLAPS.. i know my blogskin all very nice la, but its all she choose for me one.. =D soo.. HAHAA! ok im officially very tired, and it doesn't help with so many ppl talking to me on msn at once. so i've decided to ignore everyone and wait for halfnhour before replying them, hopefully they'll all get off my back LOL! =D hmmm.. i'll be off to sentosa with my beloved ZEALOT 5!!! haha! seriously can't wait for it! well im off to slack.. ciao! HAHA!
Friday, February 6, 2009
Just for fun :D

Hello again :D












Irvin is a noob! :B

First time blogging.

Hi :)