Monday, February 23, 2009
awake at 4am...

helllooo!!!! hahahehehoho! im getting the post-IMNOTASLEEPYETBUTYOUAREHAHA high-ness syndrom. i cant believe it.. this has gotta be the first time my dad forgotten to off the internet! HAHA!!! =X oh well, im PLANNING to sleep after this post anyway.. =/ im currently facebooking and.. guess wad? no one's online facebook! hahhaha.. cooool... seems like everyone's sleeping but me o.o but then again.. there's always the random lizard that runs past the shiny marbled floor every now and then.. Hmmmm... im listening to my new blog song which debbie soo kindly helped to put up recently! haha.. it's called "here i go again".. and i find the lyrics sooo powerful!

Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time
I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?

Chorus:'Cause here I go again
Talkin 'bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him That You love Him
But here I go again, here I go again

Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life

This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
You love him, You love him

What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard

The lyrics mirrors the common problem of christians trying their best to reach out to their friends.. honestly, this song is so powerful because it speaks truth more then anything else. My fave line? "As i dance along the truth, time is not his friend, this might be my last chance to tell him that You love him." It really shows firstly, desperation from the chrisitan, where he knows that time is running out with every second that ticks by, and that life is uncertain and flimsy, gone like vapour in the wind, and just like that his friend could be given over to a lost eternity. But it also indicates the sign of fear of how his friend will react to christ. The line "as i dance around the truth" really shows the heart of the problem in which most christians find themselves stuck in. Not knowing how their friend will take this relationship with Christ, christians slowly explain detail by detail about what this relationship is about, yet not unveiling the whole truth.. Honestly i understand that pain too. Its just so frustrating to feel the need to share to your friend, but also fear the outcome of what might happen. Beautiful song..

WOW i have no idea why i talked about the song for so long.. but seriously it rocks! haha! well... alright then imma go sleep now, its kinda late... /= JC students are prolly waking up in what.. 1 1/2 hours time? ALL THE BEST TO YOUR SCHL TERM!!!!!! haha! and ALL THE BEST TO ALL BBSS STUDENTS WHO'RE TAKING THEIR COMMON TEST TMR =D BYEE!