Friday, February 20, 2009
TODAY IS OFFICIALY SIAN-DAY! YAY

hi everybody. haha. irvin is in a very sianzxzxz mood now. the worst thing? i don't really know why LOL. Its just that there's soooo many things i have to do but.... i can't seem to put my mind to do anything. is that even.. logical? haha! actually im getting kinda tired spiritually. so those of u all come by, do pray for me! haha. It's getting more and more strenous to lead o.o problems just keep piling in and i know that i've to rely on God, and i shouldn't even be complaining, but like the bible says, "the spirit is willing but the body is weak". I'm willing to lay all i have down for my cellgroup, for them to grow closer to God, but my body and my thinking isn't ready yet. Its annoying me. Ahhhh.. when will i ever readily admit that the Lord does what is truly best for me? Whatever that's happening now doesn't even seem GOOD for me at all, but i guess i'll just have to trust and believe in Him that He'll provide then ^^

I NEED STRENGTHHHHHHH