Saturday, February 21, 2009


i'm having a pretty awesome headache right now as i'm typing this post haha! Well.. firstly, thanks derek for talking some crap to me, at least it got me to think abt it. I never really felt prepared to take that responsibility, but i know with friends like the zealot leadership and my cg and most importantly, God, i'll be able to pull through. Its just like what the sermon today said, "its easy to trust God when your situation is all fine and dandy, but the moment everything starts crumbling, what happens to your trust? pow! just like that God speaks. haha! well.. i aint the sharpest tool in the shed, but if the will of God is for me to be where i am now, then what the heck! i'm going full force for it! One thing's for sure.. i've to stop letting certain things and certain people affect me.

Father in this storm i praise
your glory and your grace.
capture my heart and soul
remove my own selfish control..
Do u know how hard it is when u do this to me?

Gotta go back to the source of my strength!