Sunday, April 26, 2009
Where oh where has my future gone..?

I've finally decided to do something about my blog (which i conveniently forgot about until jiaxun reminded me -.-) ! Weee! Well, now that poly has started, i'm starting to feel the strain... and yes, a lil bit of regret after seeing my class. Now don't get me wrong, my tuitorial group is totally awesome, just that i'm starting to feel a lil edgy, seeing how they're so enthusiastic about learning and finishing up homework. Don't get me wrong again, i see the importance of studying, and i definitely wanna do well enough to get into a local university(or pops will prolly murder me.. =X) its just that, i feel the pressure coming in even during the first week already! It makes me feel nervous already la.. I won't lie to all of you saying that poly is the way to go, coz i do have a sort of regret in closing down my options so quickly... In other words, my future is more or less pre-destined to be a technician, or hopefully an engineer after i obtain my degree.. thats so not okay with me.. I can't imagine doing something for the rest of my life till i get my CPF and travel the world and die, and i do not appreciate the fact that my future is already laid bare for me ya'know? Wish i could somehow turn back time to appreciate the primary school days LOL.

Sigh.. such words coming from a first year, first week poly student.. wonder how the year 3's must feel huh.. HAHA! I shaln't be a drag, gotta be happy that God has blessed me in this course with good coursemates who study and know how to have fun too! Really look forward to spending this year with AT- T1T4 ya? alright, i feel the urgent need to shit... soo i'll leave it here! byee!!