Thursday, September 17, 2009
simply.. infuriating.

Just feel like letting out some steam.. Argued with my parents about an hour ago.. really bad row. I'm just so irritated with the words that they say. So many hurtful remarks were exchanged, mostly from me as well. I guess i just kinda burst.. Been bottling up my frustrations with them for too long i reckon. Don't really wanna talk about what happened, but i got really broken up inside. So much that i cried. Not afraid to admit it, strong men do cry.. aha. But in any case, i've decided not to talk to them at all, lest it aggravates the situation. I love you both, Mom, Dad. I really really do. But i hate it when we argue, and if talking to you might mean that we spark off something again, i'd rather shut up. Sorry
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
SENTOSA!

WOO HOO! Today's sentosa trip was sooo dang fun la! gotta do it again. Hung out with abel jiayao jiahao john koktiong matt n ryan, played volleyball, threw ppl in the sea, watched a movie and went home.

The movie was kinda stupid.. it was I love you, Beth cooper. Well at least there were a few laughs, not like year one, with nothing funny in it.. Thats 2 lousy movies in a row, danggit.. should have watched G-force. o wells..

O YEAH! and today i got pissed off at john and his awesome brain. I think he's so clever sometimes.. Pretty drained already.. lookin forward to tommorow's activites. GYM N GUITAR FTW! MT training too :D

Decided to cut my hair tmr.. can't wait for the new look too. yay.
Monday, September 7, 2009
not such an early night after all..

I'm supposed to be asleep now.. but due to unforseen circumstance, here i am again. I really think that these late nights are gonna be the death of me, but why does it seem that i can't be bothered. Today was pretty slackish, somehow, my priorities still aren't set right. I really need to sit down and get closer to God. My heart's just not in it these few days. bah.

On the other hand, had alot of fun with abel today. He came over and we started jammin loads of songs. Haven't laughed like that in ages.. gotta do it again soon! Meanwhile, i have to start updating myself with new songs, my song vault is pretty empty lol.

Can't wait for mission trip training on weds. SOOOOO ready to go to cambodia haha! This month is about to get on a roooolll!!! Loads of activites coming up :) sentosa tmr too! Alrighty, shall head to bed soon, after a snack.. bye all :)
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Pretty good sat

~woke up at 9, and dropped my phone by accident. As i sleep on the top bunk of a double decker bed which i share with my bro (yes we share rooms), my phone dropped a pretty loooong way down. I heard the crash then decided not to care and continued sleeping till 11. After which, i went to collect my phone, only to realise that the battery and case fell out. Hunted for it for about 10 mins before finding it. After fixing back my phone, it started jamming worst then ever. Oh well, stupid phone.. Went to meet lz in church, then had cell and finally service :)

I think that the mission trip slots are too limited la! 20 slots only sia.. how to squeeze in lol. Even before i hand up already got 40+ people give forms liao. Hope my cg peaps can get through though.. haha! There's cafe duty tommorow, which means i have to wake up at like.. 7.30 in the morn.. sigh. Better prepare to sleep soon.
Friday, September 4, 2009
after a long long time.. =D

Hi!!! its been ages since i blogged.. kinda lazy. Come to think of it, i just want somewhere that i can let my feelings out. Hence, a blog! :) Not really to keen on people knowing abt it though, just want to type out what i feel.

Mission trip 09 to cambodia!! Wasn't so sure if i wanted to go or not simply because i felt that i'd be.. alone there. Budden upon realising xuele,jiaxun and not to mention my favourite johnny boy were planning to go, i figured i'd just go too. Ha! Touched or not :P If john doesn't go.. most prolly i won't go too :D Really really glad that he's going. 4-10 oct is gonna be awesome (that is if we manage to go la.. ahaha).

Well nothing much happened today, i went to gym in the morn, came back home, dota-ed, slept, then woke up to play ball. I dunno, but i think i've gotten kinda stagnant in bball.. can't really improve. I honestly want to play better la. Oh well, at least the guys and I had fun! We watched a really cool basketball match between the bukit batok CSC team and the frequentees of the court we went to. It was totally awesome to spectate. The moves, the skills, the SPEED! goodness.. so fast. Kinda makes me wonder if i'd ever be that fast. After the court lights went out, john, jiahao, jiayao, larry, quekqi and myself continued playing. Was soo fun la! Really enjoyed the experience although it was almost impossible to see the ball. qq n jh are like.. awesome players la, and so are jy n larry. John improved tremendously too :D Glad to have been able to train with them haha. I guess i really do enjoy the sport. =D

Oh well, it's raining now.. perfect for sleeping, so i guess i'm off to bed then :D Nights everbody :)